Immobilized.
From caring so much but the care feels different now
From prying open the lid to crack through just how
all this time of trying to try
and realizing I have enough inside me to cry
and then feeling numb to engagement as I
sort through it all...
Immobilized, though I want to show care.
Feeling warmness from others, I want to show I'm there
Too.
So I engage, but something feels
Incomplete.
Can't compete. Too many thoughts competing.
Immobilized.
