Nach Neun Jahren

The foreign words of this post title are in honor of a very excellent friend of mine. This young man has had many names here, including Gordo, BoyOfMyDreams, and later just Dream.  He chose all of these names, and they all have served their purpose and fit, somehow.

This is Jordan Stout.

We have been friends for just over 9 years.

All friendships that last this long have rough spots.  They all have times where the two don't get along, don't agree with each other, or even stop talking for months.
But they are also all filled with support, Love, trust, growth,

and a kind of beauty and joy that cannot be found from anything else in existence.

This guy has been and always will be such a powerful influence on my life.
He instilled in me a Love of poetry and writing.
He taught me how to properly fuss with the things inside me until I finally figure them out.
He showed me how to rely on the Lord in seemingly impossible situations.
He was one who helped me be excited about scripture study.
And, several times, through various methods, he let me know how important I am in his life.
Jordan is good at that.

"I'm really glad I have someone I can tell all my secrets to."
"I'm glad I can tell you anything."
"Du bist schon, Kelsey."
"Oh, I don't need an excuse."


"You have been such an example to me.  Your warm spirit has been a blessing all these years, and your recent words made me cry.  Thank you for everything, and know that I love you and pray for your well-being.  Really, really thank you."

As we have grown up together, I have watched Jordan become a spiritual giant, and a reliable, astounding, and incredibly caring Priesthood holder.  He has been through and done a lot to get where he is, always striving to include the Lord in every decision and deed.  His spirit and light shine so vividly, effecting the lives of those he encounters.  This will only continue as he takes on the opportunity that is presented to him now.

Jordan will be serving the Lord for two years in the place he has always dreamed of going: Frankfurt, Germany.
His farewell was today, and - as always - his words were inspiring and unforgettable.

"This life, whatever you are doing, is good.  Even with all the trials and pain and doubt, it is still good."
"Let me share something with the fearful.  It is ok to change yourself - through Christ.  Give Him whatever fear you have, and He will heal you."
"You cannot give up.  He knows you, He Loves you.  He has already suffered for you.  Promise me you wont give up."


"Our adventures together still await us, and it will be a wonderful time."

"Thank you for everything."

Right back atcha, Elder Stout.

I'm more proud of this guy than I know how to express.

See you in two.