There You Are

When I'm around you
I feel like a different person.
A better one.
A happier one.
You bring out all the good in me
When I am blind, you help me see.

I close my eyes and there you are
You make me feel like I'm a star.
I shoot across the sky to you,
In hopes you'll feel the brightness too.
Because joy is what I feel,
When I'm with you.

I didn't know what to make of this feeling.
At first I ignored it
Then began to explore it.
The more I did so,
The more radiant the glow.

I close my eyes and there you are
You make me feel like I'm a star.

And in your arms my shine is brighter
You make each burden so much lighter.
I feel safe, and right, there
Wish I could stay there.

I close my eyes....
And there you are.

P.S. Five
=)

Missing III: Infra Red

remember these other two poems with the "Missing" title? [they're in that link somewhere, further down]

here's the third part:

As I searched for the answer
it came to me....
I didn't think it would be this way
And the red kept getting clearer
"It's all coming back to me."
And I felt, I had found it.
I couldn't contain my joy.
My feelings for you grow ever stronger
As I learn more about you

Now I feel the red become more Infra
I can see it
but it's becoming unreachable
As you become unreachable too.

Your story carries powerful emotion
That glass wall
you have been broken.
I'm here
can't I help?

You helped me
find what was missing
I only wish
I could fill a similar gap
for you.

But you seem to be drifting further away
becoming the Infra.
I miss you.

You know you really like someone when...

-Just seeing their name makes you smile
-you *love* their smile, and if they ever smile at you, you go ballistic inside
-you find yourself enjoying the sound of their voice, no matter how weird it is
-you miss them, even if it's only been a day since you last saw them
-seeing them makes you almost sure you're floating
-you melt when they hug you
-you think almost everything they do is cute
-you'd be perfectly happy even if you were 'just friends', if you were *good* friends, of course :)
-you find it an accomplishment if you manage to NOT think about them for one day.
-[if you're a girl] you don't just laugh when you're around them, you giggle.
- you love how they smell, and always remember it
- their eyes are the most beautiful gems in the history of forever, to you anyway
-you've been thinking about that person the whole time you were reading this
-you are now chuckling to yourself because the above is true

Oh, and those four? Status' have slightly changed. It's now three definites, and one maybe. [The same, recent maybe.]

Flee, Flee Fly, Flee Fly Flo

Veesta! Kumala, kumala, kumala veesta. Oh no no no not the Veesta! Eenie meenie decamenie oowah oowah ameenie exameenie solameenie oowah oowah. A beep dope skillyope skeebop deedootn datn. SSSSSssssssshhhhhh.......... VEESTA!

Girls camp was absolutely amazing! Most spiritual experience of my life! I am SO so so glad I went! Full of laughter, funny jokes, smiles, some boredom [I have to admit] hiking, water, lots and lots of food [they always make too much..] and definitely crying. If you really want to know more about it, just ask me.